hmm..everytime u post ah birdbird, it's always abt your gf..
hmm.. quite sad to hear that she dun love you as much as u love
her.. well, seriously, if in her mind, u are not her ideal partner,
i believe watever u do is still redundant.. continue to try hard on
this relationship, but if the outcome is really bad, maybe u should
stop changing yourself for her but change a gf instead... 
